Im and will be alone for my own greed. It was me, who wanted to
study in a BIG city then why my heart questions this decision every day. Was it
worth to leave everything and to go for a dream which is unstable? Why I still
want to run home every day. Why I still cry every day for nothing. Why I am
addicted to facebook so much. Why money has become my only savior.
Some rhetoric questions, which cant be ever answered. Left
everything here too, my passion, my aim, my motto. People say this man can do
anything then why I cant fix my own heart. Why I'm so confused. People say they
will miss me, then why I don't feel these feelings when I'm near them.
At times when I shout in pain, I just want to see my mother for
once. At times when I am sick, I just want someone to sit beside me. At times
when I'm frightened at night, I just want someone to hug me tight..
I always wanted to become a gentleman, then why I'm acknowledged as
a flirt. I love women and duly respect them, but never intended them in a wrong
gesture. Me being a English tutor has always been a part of humor and poking everywhere.
People are frustrated with my daily updates and frightened to share things with
me. Why I am still laid down in front of others.
Why I feel so missed out behind my close buddies. Why I feel the
distance when I need the person the most. I am accused of being mean and
selfish. Why people bitch and disrespect behind my back, why Im regarded as
non-reliable. People say I compare myself to everyone, I compete and dissatisfaction
shows every time in my face. Why people say that I don’t listen to anyone and
order them.
I'm not sentimental or emotional, I am just feeble and want someone
to understand me. I shouldn’t have come so far for my own greed. Paying off
everyday.. Addictions have gone beyond limits. This emptiness kills me every
time and at times when I want to spend some good time, I am always forced to
regret on my greed. I am and I will be alone for my own greed.
“Maine dil se kha, dhund lana khusi..”
Im and will be alone for my own greed. It was me, who wanted to
study in a BIG city then why my heart questions this decision every day. Was it
worth to leave everything and to go for a dream which is unstable? Why I still
want to run home every day. Why I still cry every day for nothing. Why I am
addicted to facebook so much. Why money has become my only savior.
Some rhetoric questions, which cant be ever answered. Left
everything here too, my passion, my aim, my motto. People say this man can do
anything then why I cant fix my own heart. Why I'm so confused. People say they
will miss me, then why I don't feel these feelings when I'm near them.
At times when I shout in pain, I just want to see my mother for
once. At times when I am sick, I just want someone to sit beside me. At times
when I'm frightened at night, I just want someone to hug me tight..
I always wanted to become a gentleman, then why I'm acknowledged as
a flirt. I love women and duly respect them, but never intended them in a wrong
gesture. Me being a English tutor has always been a part of humor and poking everywhere.
People are frustrated with my daily updates and frightened to share things with
me. Why I am still laid down in front of others.
Why I feel so missed out behind my close buddies. Why I feel the
distance when I need the person the most. I am accused of being mean and
selfish. Why people bitch and disrespect behind my back, why Im regarded as
non-reliable. People say I compare myself to everyone, I compete and dissatisfaction
shows every time in my face. Why people say that I don’t listen to anyone and
order them.
I'm not sentimental or emotional, I am just feeble and want someone
to understand me. I shouldn’t have come so far for my own greed. Paying off
everyday.. Addictions have gone beyond limits. This emptiness kills me every
time and at times when I want to spend some good time, I am always forced to
regret on my greed. I am and I will be alone for my own greed.
“Maine dil se kha, dhund lana khusi..”
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